Happy crappy new year
May your year be filled with less heartbreak than mine
Cheers 2009
May your year be filled with less heartbreak than mine
Cheers 2009
I finally had the time and mood to watch this...
Words cannot even describe how I felt after this movie. I cannot imagine having seen it on the big screen...
I applaud Liam Neeson (amazing!), Ben Kingsley, Ralph Fiennes, and of course Spielberg
This was such a masterpiece , I strongly recommend watching it if you havent
Words cannot even describe how I felt after this movie. I cannot imagine having seen it on the big screen...
I applaud Liam Neeson (amazing!), Ben Kingsley, Ralph Fiennes, and of course Spielberg
This was such a masterpiece , I strongly recommend watching it if you havent
I will NOT call The Boyfriend
I will NOT e-mail The Boyfriend
I will NOT call The Boyfriend
I will NOT e-mail The Boyfriend
I will NOT call The Boyfriend
I will NOT e-mail The Boyfriend
I will NOT call The Boyfriend
I will NOT e-mail The Boyfriend
I will NOT call The Boyfriend
I will NOT e-mail The Boyfriend
I will NOT call The Boyfriend
I will NOT e-mail The Boyfriend
I will NOT call The Boyfriend
I will NOT e-mail The Boyfriend
I will NOT call The Boyfriend
I will NOT e-mail The Boyfriend
I will NOT call The Boyfriend
I will NOT e-mail The Boyfriend
I will NOT call The Boyfriend
I will NOT e-mail The Boyfriend
until he calls or e-mails me first....
I hate that I have so little resolve in this...
=(
I will NOT e-mail The Boyfriend
I will NOT call The Boyfriend
I will NOT e-mail The Boyfriend
I will NOT call The Boyfriend
I will NOT e-mail The Boyfriend
I will NOT call The Boyfriend
I will NOT e-mail The Boyfriend
I will NOT call The Boyfriend
I will NOT e-mail The Boyfriend
I will NOT call The Boyfriend
I will NOT e-mail The Boyfriend
I will NOT call The Boyfriend
I will NOT e-mail The Boyfriend
I will NOT call The Boyfriend
I will NOT e-mail The Boyfriend
I will NOT call The Boyfriend
I will NOT e-mail The Boyfriend
I will NOT call The Boyfriend
I will NOT e-mail The Boyfriend
until he calls or e-mails me first....
I hate that I have so little resolve in this...
=(
Ah! 'tis that time of the year again when we set up impossible resolutions for us to try and keep and binge drinking when it doesnt work.
I guess the only way to look forward is to look back and learn, so some moments from 2008
The Boyfriend and I finally got together after months of being friends and not noticing what could have been. A silent kiss in the middle of the night whilst I half slept sealed the deal with us. And started me on a whole new adventure
World travelling on track. Though I didnt manage to go on my roadtrip around Poland, Silverwolf and I managed to trek 2 weeks through Spain without killing each other... or almost killing each other. We grew older and spent more time doing nothing, deciding to skip the party island of Ibiza and the nightlife or Madrid and Barcelona
The Boyfriend got posted in the Middle East for six months, and I managed to fenagle two trips to be with him. Many a plans were made, for me to go out while he worked, but we ended up napping most of the time, and the few days I wanted to actually go out was diminished by the faulty weather. Global warming you say? Indeed, especially when it rains heavily in the middle east, causing small floods as the city goes, wtf... i didnt plan the roads for this
New house, new home. I moved out, finally!!! into a beautiful studio apartment with full glass windows looking out into the city and the might Tower. So close to my office it would take 2 minutes walking... then of course I get sent down south.
New position, future promises. After fighting it head-on for two years, Ive gotten my promotion at work and am set for the future..
Which brings me to NY resolution
Be happy... learn to love me more, to put myself in front of others, to voice out when I am unhappy or angry. Be less passive agressive and just to take time out to be by me myself and I...
Travel more. The Boyfriend and I will attempt a trip together, something we've never done before. I dont know if our styles are the same, if we look for the same things, but I guess these are the things that you live and learn
Actually study for my GMATs. Prepare for business school. Remind self that this is what I really want. That this is what I wanna do. That I can travel more from the US
Save more. Recession is a coming, I might as well cut back on the lavishness I can live without and enjoy the world travels I always look forward to.
Love more. Open my heart more, embrace more. Be open to more. To remember humility, and modesty, and the transitionary states of the world.
Happy new years everyone!
I guess the only way to look forward is to look back and learn, so some moments from 2008
The Boyfriend and I finally got together after months of being friends and not noticing what could have been. A silent kiss in the middle of the night whilst I half slept sealed the deal with us. And started me on a whole new adventure
World travelling on track. Though I didnt manage to go on my roadtrip around Poland, Silverwolf and I managed to trek 2 weeks through Spain without killing each other... or almost killing each other. We grew older and spent more time doing nothing, deciding to skip the party island of Ibiza and the nightlife or Madrid and Barcelona
The Boyfriend got posted in the Middle East for six months, and I managed to fenagle two trips to be with him. Many a plans were made, for me to go out while he worked, but we ended up napping most of the time, and the few days I wanted to actually go out was diminished by the faulty weather. Global warming you say? Indeed, especially when it rains heavily in the middle east, causing small floods as the city goes, wtf... i didnt plan the roads for this
New house, new home. I moved out, finally!!! into a beautiful studio apartment with full glass windows looking out into the city and the might Tower. So close to my office it would take 2 minutes walking... then of course I get sent down south.
New position, future promises. After fighting it head-on for two years, Ive gotten my promotion at work and am set for the future..
Which brings me to NY resolution
Be happy... learn to love me more, to put myself in front of others, to voice out when I am unhappy or angry. Be less passive agressive and just to take time out to be by me myself and I...
Travel more. The Boyfriend and I will attempt a trip together, something we've never done before. I dont know if our styles are the same, if we look for the same things, but I guess these are the things that you live and learn
Actually study for my GMATs. Prepare for business school. Remind self that this is what I really want. That this is what I wanna do. That I can travel more from the US
Save more. Recession is a coming, I might as well cut back on the lavishness I can live without and enjoy the world travels I always look forward to.
Love more. Open my heart more, embrace more. Be open to more. To remember humility, and modesty, and the transitionary states of the world.
Happy new years everyone!
I have not spoken to him for over a week now. Have not heard him say he loves me for about a two weeks now. It seems like he has ceased to care. To even remember who I am.
When a man does not want to share his day with you, does not remember you enough to take five minutes out of his very busy day to say hello, does the relationship work? Is there even a relationship?
I pride myself on being independent. To have this be an independent relationship. He goes off and does whatever he wants, and so do I. Once in a while we catch up, say hello and tell each other how its been.
But its not enough for me anymore. I cant even make plans to be with him, dont even know when Ill see him next. Dont even know when we'll speak next. When I will hear him say I love you again.
I learnt, from The Doctor, that I could be too stifling, always wanting to spend too much time together. But Im too lax now, not even sharing my day with him anymore. My e-mails unanswered. My phone, silent.
It makes me wonder. Is it worth it? To feel like Im the only one in this uphill battle. As though I am the only one fighting for this.
When a man does not want to share his day with you, does not remember you enough to take five minutes out of his very busy day to say hello, does the relationship work? Is there even a relationship?
I pride myself on being independent. To have this be an independent relationship. He goes off and does whatever he wants, and so do I. Once in a while we catch up, say hello and tell each other how its been.
But its not enough for me anymore. I cant even make plans to be with him, dont even know when Ill see him next. Dont even know when we'll speak next. When I will hear him say I love you again.
I learnt, from The Doctor, that I could be too stifling, always wanting to spend too much time together. But Im too lax now, not even sharing my day with him anymore. My e-mails unanswered. My phone, silent.
It makes me wonder. Is it worth it? To feel like Im the only one in this uphill battle. As though I am the only one fighting for this.
